Sometimes it’s hard to get out of bed and make myself do anything. If I look at my life in a negative light, a lot of stuff comes to mind.
Being positive is just so hard to do, but I do know I have a lot to be thankful for….… it’s just making myself see it that way instead.
I have a lot of things that people don’t have, I’m blessed with a home, a car, and other luxuries that many don’t get to enjoy. Yet it’s the bad stuff that weighs heaviest on my heart. That makes my insomnia come back and makes a hard edge look soft.
I don’t know how to be the person I want to be. How to keep my mind clear of everything that wants to drag me down.